Scripted and sculpted in love, my phantomed feet contacted
the ‘crete as I thought of all of you, in my free wheeling reverie. In the lush
dry routes of our sojourn, aye in the seeded and fertilised ground of soil. We walked in the gated momentum quantum
uncertainty of the shine. Unleashed from the phramed staged play that is our
heathen MSM GGT world. As unusual as a bog golf course, whole in one. Statistically
alarmed by the unprobability of any event actually happening unless staged. Unarmed
is death, the executionclowns await to deliver the Lead Pill Pharmacy to the
weakened, unlicensed, soon to be erased from memorial.
Why do I call to you? You who died, newly born, Christened,
in the arms of matter. Her tears striking the bloodied bed linen. I was dry antipodead
birthed. I was lucky, you red and no more. Why did I not remember Mount Florida
until our brother made me realise the frailty of my main strength, my
unsupported hubris.
I had always recalled that day, overlooking the gorgeous
City, stark and clear in the airy waves over our head; however I had only recollected
the blood blue sky arching ceremony and whelming my minded ocular. The
screaming sun high in the sky, belching and vomiting ersatz foolery. The arid
taste of the flora spawn. I did not know, as we laid your tiny body to rest,
expunged from my collection. What do I know? I blotted out the aid memoire,
until our brother smashed the barrier to our grieve, your grave. Thank you Paul
through the pain is unwashed away though my always forgotten day. Forgive me,
two decades since the removal of my synaesthesia, 4 decades since you were
rested.
To you and the unborn twins, we retain undiminished light in
the dark of this tranquil metaphor. Allow me some license, you 3, I do not wish
to deny for the 5 of our soul. I call on your strength and resilience for the
fight to come. Give to me all that you would have been and grant me your love
to deploy the care and alluvial deposit of our grief to affect a new construct
of life. A loving layer.
To my orphaned friend I gave the, so like you, related.
How I do not remember that sunny day, as in a frozen daydream,
I refracted the glazed stunning Nitrogen skied spectrum, enervating the entire
flora to green, as I looked away and down on the banks of the City. Never to
have seen your beautiful faces, 3 gone, outwits my witness. Give me the
strength to collect my arms and unbleached myself from the sand.
Shield armed in hand, cast weapon, give me your fortitude.
Rested in peace, forever loved, I have opened my heart.
I gird my loins.
John Patrick; thanks to Paul’s infinite resonance.
I will two you my death.